He've changed

Thursday, July 16, 2009

I've got not much tears left for you. I'll just go with the flow hoping that you won't go off limits.
Few things that makes me paranoid and suspicious. You got easily irritated by me nowadays. You can no more accept me for who i am. You dont care anymore of my whereabouts. You dont do small simple things to make me happy anymore.(Pick me up after school, ask me out.)You do it only after ive pointed out your mistakes. If you were to ask me out, it wud be because you nid someone to accompany you to find your things. You most of the time raised your voice at me. You no longer respect me and even my family. You tak ethings too seriously. You put small matters to big matters. You dont joke around anymore to make me laugh. You, I no longer hear sweet phrases from your lips. Phrases like, 'I love you,syg', 'i miss you', 'i wanna marry you', 'i wont let you go', 'you're my everything', 'you're dhe best that i've known', ' you're always pretty in my eyes', 'i never regret noein and loving you..'. You've changed..
Yesterday,
Pulled a long strand of hair from his shirt.(He's bald). It cant be mine as we hav not did *anything yet and we just met. :(
He confused me with someone else. :(
Him: You, i didnt get to install the game 'Sims' that you like in your psp. Sorry.
Me: It's ok lah. Anyway since when did i like the game 'sims'?? I never even played that game before.
Him: You told me before you like it and that you ever play it wit your ps2 at home.
Me: HUHH??
Him: Eh? was it you? or?? Haha.(He can still laugh)
I was a lil lost for a moment but still tat makes me suspicious and damn paranoid. :(
I also told him that we wont be able to mit each other till monday. He'll be werkin tmr and im off to m'sia on fri till sunday.
He, wit no feelins said, its only gonna be four days what. He's the one who usually miss me alot.
I ask him, "arent you gonna miss me?". But he raised his voice and said,"We an still mit on monday siaa you!!"
Haish can't take it anymore. Im getting tired of all this..

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