1st month.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Aniwae..remember i've menti0n bef0re 0n my previ0us p0st that im g0nna upl0ad pictures 0f me at my childh0od tymes?

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Jalan-jalan.

Monday, September 22, 2008

Hellos Pe0ple!!!!!!!!!! HaHa!! yarh yarh i n0e u guys have been c0mplainin 0f me n0t updatin..u n0e wadd's dhe ans g0nna be..IM T0O LAZY T0 UPDATE MY BL0G!..hehe..d0n't ever expect frequent update 0f dis bl0g alryte..t0 me, dis bl0g 0f mine is jus 4 me t0 express my feelins..s0..i dun really mind if n0 0ne is readin..BUT..i'll appreciate it if they did!..thanx readers!..mmuax!..n after readin leave a tag 0tays!..hehe..


0kae lyke i've mention..im g0nna express my feelins..wenever i hav pr0blems..dis is dhe wae i release 0ut my stressness..dis few daes im s0 FCUKED UP 0f myself..0f whatever i did..i dunn0e..evrytin i did seems t0 be wr0ng t0 evry0ne..especially my parents n hym..im s0rry..(c0ntr0lling my tears)..i am thankful that dey still love me n understand me..my parents hav been quarellin..m0re stress added wen dey seems t0 get evry0ne inv0lve..i was asked 2 help but ended up i was inv0lved n g0t sc0lded all dhe tyme..i jus hav 2 be patient since its fasting mnth..aiy0y0..Hari Raya c0min s0on but dis is wadd happen..haish..0h g0d..please help me 2 be str0nger..s0 that i cud change evrtin 2 make it better..n 4 u my dear..im s0rry 0f dhe attitude that i haf..n i love u 0kae..

0uh yarh..i went east c0ast park that dae 0n dhe 15th..0vernyte..slackin..wit my siblings n 0ur c0uples..n0tin much..we played candles..sparkles..we played p0ol..n we played dis 'arcade' thingy..im n0t sure 0f what it's called..its a machine that we haf 2 insert 1 buck..den c0ntr0l it 2 grab a teddy..haha..hpe u guys g0t what i meant..it was kinnda addictin as dhe teddy were s0 cute..Bel0w are s0me pictures 0f dem n us..n sumtin actually happened 2 hym..badluck dae 4 hym..sad..he actually was s0 mad n cudnt c0ntinue dhe dae..but hmm..4 me, he hide his dissap0intment n tryin 2 act as if n0tin had happen..smile al dhe wae..he didnt wan 2 sp0il dhe dae..but deep inside i n0e that he's n0t happy..tts 0ne thing tt i luv b0ut hym.. =)

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SyaFir.

Friday, September 12, 2008

I always tried to know you,and wanted to make something of us,I never knew what to do,I was immature and in a rush,We slowly became friends,and then you were the closest to my heart,Until these unexplained feelings start,I was always so confused,Of the love I had for another,But you I didn't want to lose,Then I started to feel something more,But I was so confused about the feeling,A couple of times I walked out the door,Because my heart still needed healing,All of a sudden I wanted me and you,I wanted us to be one,The love I held inside when I looked in your eyes,And to share my feelings for you,I knew I loved you so much that day,But still never said I love you, too,Finally, I really had to share,The love that was in my heart,To hold inside I couldn't bare,That's when we really start,We've grown close to one another,and you mean more than anything,I h0pe that we will last forever,and not that forever that's just a fling,I mean the never ending love,The way I feel right now,I want to spend life until sent above,with you no matter how....

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